Blue Christmas Without You

I'm trying. I'm really trying to find joy this Christmas. I suppose it's like every other aspect of this process. One minute it's there and seems effortless and the next it feels impossible to dig myself out of the hole my hope is buried in. Saturday was filled with it. Today is not. Earlier this … Continue reading Blue Christmas Without You


Butterfly Dream

Last night I had a vivid dream that left me feeling so peaceful. I've prayed for months to get a dream about my babies and until last night I don't believe that's happened – that I can remember at least. Last night I was visited by butterflies. They weren't your average butterfly though. They were … Continue reading Butterfly Dream